Rainy Days

It is amazing how much weather effects my mood. Today waking up to a cooler day in Brunei was nice but when the clouds came and rain it made me think so much of Vancouver. I got kind of sad. Rain and Vancouver go hand in hand. I think of it as perfect weather to snuggle up with someone have hot chocolate and watch food network! LOL then get hungry and make food or go out to find something awesome to eat. I love the rain (haha when u dont have to go from class to class struggling with an umbrella and packing into a smelly bus that is...but i do miss those days too) It wasn't a good day to wear flats as right when I got out of the car my feet were soaked already!

I wonder how long it will take for me to get used to the "relaxed" culture here. I know once the Bistro is open i'll be super busy and not have much time.. But I still can't believe I'm going to be the "owner." I promise that I still will be sure to make time... I think I'm going to be in denial that im doing all this until it really opens... Like really i should working a 9-5 job and ya doing that... that would be easier.. and i dont need to think so much LOL ... eh but i know that is not the path set out for me. Doing all the little decisions eg. like which way the tiles go. so many little things that add up that i never really thought about before... too many things to decide in one day was kinda stressing out.

I just stopped took a breather and read my bible after lunch. My bible has like daily readings suggested and i turned to todays which was Psalm 136. And i was like wow yup God you obviously are telling me to just remember your love. "His faithful love endures forever." Just repeated every other verse, plus GIVE THANKS.

Reminding myself that my life, my path is a blessing. Holding on to the truth that His faithful love endures forever. Even when all else fails, even when i fail, God love is forever.