Growing Wisdom

the last few weeks i think i've been growing up! u know why.. it is cuz i can finally feel my wisdom teeth poking out!! hahaha i'm growing wisdom!!! FUNNY!! and ironic at the same time.. at the perfect time in my life.. i always wondered when they would come... i think im such a late bloomer cuz so many ppl i know already had there wisdom teeth remove.. i hope mine dont have to be removed. i dunno cuz i havent been to a dentist in a couple years will see if the pain comes

speaking of wisdom there are some things i've "re-learned" or became real truths to me the last few days..things i had to write down to TELL MYSELF to remind myself..  and im thankful for how God has used this time to reveal these things to me

1) most important relationship in life is the personal intimate relationship with God!! - doesnt matter the family, kids, spouse, gf/bf, friends.. how is that possible? cuz in the end when all else fades God is always there, yesterday, today, tomorrow, forever... [doesnt that sound selfish dont care about your other relationships (no not what im saying, what im saying is need to find your identity in Christ not in others, we need to be relational ppl THROUGH God because of God)]

2) if circumstances/ relationships are hindering you from this personal relationship with God you once had. be wary!! there circumstances need to end or be resolved/ fixed... your desire of an intimate relationship with God cannot be pushed aside... even when there are so much worldly things at stake- finance, lust, material possessions..true repentance!!! true change can only come true healing and growth

3) God is loving you fully and completely ... why are you rejecting it and not loving him back fully?

4) You have free choice but God really really wants you to love Him, God cannot or will not make you by force to love Him even though He wants to!

5) God knows all things before it is done, and continues to know all things.  He can see the whole picture of your life. Even through times of heartbreak he sees, he feels the pain.

6) He calls you my Child, my Bride, my Lover, my All ..Do you call him your Father, your Groom, your lover, your all ?

7) It is only when you hit rock bottom and are at life's most desperate moments where you realize you can stand up again because of your faith

8) life is a process, sanctification is a process... it is not an easy road behind rose coloured glasses, it is going to be SO HARD!

9) God will see you through

10) There is victory at the end of the race because He has already completed it.